My quest to become a Jew

I can't sleep. I wake up thinking about G-d. What am I doing wrong? What am I doing right? How can I get there faster? It's the middle of the night and I should be sleeping. So to help myself I will start daily blogging about this issue in my life. I have people in Israel that are helping when I send them questions. Sent the Rabbi a very long email I'm sure he's gonna be thrilled to get that.

I should be reading Torah maybe that's why I'm awake. But instead of putting me to sleep it actually would be like picking up a really good book that I can't put down. Please G-d help me to be a better person and to have self control. I'm going back to bed but tomorrow there will be a long post about my quest up to this point.

Quick story, I go to Nashville last week. Run into a black hat Jew is all I know to call him. Never seen one before in public. I go knock on his window in his car. (probably a big fat no no) He rolls down the window. I say excuse me sir do you know where I can get kosher food.? (HG HILLS used to be there is Green Hills) He says Cincinnati and chuckles. Anyway he had a teenager in the back seat and she told me who to call. Now I don't think that is a coincidence. You tell me.

Lonely

Well I thought I wanted the house to myself. JR went back to work. Sidney is coming and going. Kenston and Isaac have been back at Erica's, for how long I don't know. Didn't sleep last night, the house was too quiet. I am in search of a dog, received an email with a potential dog for us. I miss Isaac when he's not here. I've gotten used to having him here!!!

Time for Desperate Housewives. I've been trying desperately to get a picture of a new bird in my yard. It looks like a Coal Tit but that's not common in this area. Maybe I'll get a picture and someone can help me figure this out.

This is my very aggressive Mockingbird. He/she thinks she owns the yard and constantly attacks my cat Paris Hilton.

Male Cardinal

My first underwear

Lazy Sunday

Today we've spent just lounging about. Kenny just stopped by to show us a Porsche he's trying out and I got to meet his friend Debbie. Kenston and Isaac are living here now....that's been a big adjustment. Sidney has gone to get her hair highlighted....Roast in the crockpot so dinner is covered.